Boyfriend question on it?

i was with a guy for a few months. just infatuation, never got to close. didnt see him for a month bc ive been trying to get over him but gave in. hung out with him and i told him no through text messages. he said welll we'll talk later. he lied and said his usual bs of baby i miss u. to get me to sleep wtih him. i didnt give in, so he started trying to force me to have with him. literally, it was pushing and holding back, and me putting my knee up so he couldnt get IN. he gets turned on by the fantasy and his face got really mad and mean as if he truly was trying to me! and of course it turned me on, but emotionally i am not wanting to GO there after all the pain he put me through by breaking up with me and seeing other girls. just anyones input on this? i truly have never felt this way, so infatuated, never. however iknow he isnt the right guy. how the heck do u get over these things! he lives in my town too! i feel like he'll never go away!